1:50 AM;

8:02 PM;

3:34 AM;

30 more days to Singapore!
whaaahhhhT?
SINGAPORE?
holly cow.
I so can't wait!!!!!!!!

Xmas & New Year Eve with BFFs?!!!
NEW YEAR WITH FAMILY?
OMGGGGGGGGGGGG
CAN'T WAIT!

Anway, i was talking to Lionel Khoo when he was studying
Me:"Don't stress x3 -Jesse Mcartney"
Him:"No air x3- Jordin Sparks"
Me:" Shouldn't it be No (air)^3"
Him:" Sorry x2 - Super Junior"
Me:" Ok..(With you x5) - Chris Brown"
Him:" Po Po Po Po Po x99 - Lady Gaga"
HAHHAHHAHAHHAHHAAHHAHA

Lionel has never changed since I knew him(characterwise)
LIONEL ROCKASS!!!
See ya in december..


What a man he've became..
muahhahahhaas

Who say ex boyfriends can't be best friends?

5:58 PM;

Birthday video for momma..
I love you
this is what I did for her.. together with a durian cake and 3 roses

4:01 AM;

I LOVE MY BABIES

5:57 PM;

7:58 PM;

OK DAMN LAME. dont kill me. i just finished exam:D

1:32 AM;

Happy birthday kai(:

4:00 AM;

10:05 PM;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARONABABY
hope you liked what we did for you!!!
I was SOOO TOUCHED when you made that wish for all of us
I too, hope that we'll all be happy and still stay in touch after we graduate babeeee
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
:)
stay pretty and cute always

WO AI NIIIIIIIIII

5:31 AM;

BUSY BUSY BUSY
STUDY STUDY STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYY

3:43 AM;

DEATH
Thy fear death this very day..
In which thy will not live long..
Loved ones lose loved ones
loved ones losed by loved ones
how saddening...


Death has been on my mind since I was little..
I was taught to accept absence of things/people I loved..
I can't.. till now..
death is something so scary that no one till this very day is allowed to escape it..
I know it might not be a bad thing
but the FEAR of losing...
the FEAR of emptiness..
the FEAR of loneliness...
is in the back(at least) of everyone's mind


Be it you're the one going to die tmr,
or your loved ones leaving u tmr...
I know that either party is going to be so hurt
and suffer in pain for a decent amount of time..
well, for some this lasts a life time..


I'm putting in a lot of effort to be in touch with my loved ones..
I call them everyday..
sweettalk them..
just in case...
I might not be around you people in future..
I want you people to know that I'm afraid of losing you..
I want to treasure the love we have..
the time we can spend and will spend together in future..


I want to support you in everyway..
make you happy every single day..
I love you <3
may the best health be with you

burQq

9:06 PM;

FEELING BLUE
2 more midterms
ARGH
busy busy busy with school..
woke up at 3am to study-.-
what an interesting life i've got here
anyway, dear family and friends..
I've booked my ticket to come back on the 16december ie. arriving on the 17th december
1st time spending xmas and new year in singapore in 3 whole yearssssssss
OMG... come to think about it..
time flies like a bird!!!!
have been here 3 years already..
2 more years graduate and hmmmmmmm
maybe grad school other place in the world..
aus? england? states?
w/e
i need to get busy nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
ARGH. my head is killing me
:(
I need to hibernate for a day after tmr:)
anyway, people who are taking As
GOOD LUCK
esp bff, lionel(:
jia you!

6:27 AM;

met martini cola today..
it has been ages since i saw him
but really...
we're both busy with school and stuff
):
but hey.. i'll try my best to not let burqqini die aite?!
nice seeing u today PP POOPOO..

met kai yang today too!(:
went for yummy korean tofu soup...
yeay(:
had fun..
thanks for the... noodles.. LOL! i'll eat them tmr(:

OMG i SHOULD REALLY GET INTO THE STUDY MOOD.
PLEASE BURQQ
counting down 2 more midterms..
and then let's party babeeessss

4:30 AM;

8:58 PM;

4:35 AM;

My Beloved Coussssieeee
we had joy we had fun
we had seasons in the sun
but the roads that we walked were just seasons out of time

What else is better than havin a cousin+bestfriend in one?

4:37 AM;

SO MUCH TO BLOG ABOUT.
lately, i've been busy busy with midterms and stuff..
sigh..
all that's on my mind is school work and nothing else..
well, my busy friends are busy with school too although we still see each other and chillax together..
anyway, my to do list:
STUDY EVERYDAY
EAT LESS
STOP PROCRASTINATING
BE MORE PRODUCTIVE IN EVERYTHING I DO

things you might not know about me:
1. I'm really emotional.LOL
2. I watch piano, sax, band music everyday.
3. I study everyday
4. I aspire to be a better person(in studies,music)
5. I REALLY REALLY LOVE MUSIC.
I LOVE PEOPLE WHO CAN SING, play piano, sax.
OMG. they're LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!
I MISS MY BAND DAYSSSSSSSSSSSS
I LOVE MUSICCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC
OMG OMG OMG. how can i declare my love for music......

i promiseeee to be back with LOTS OF PICS TMR!(:

3:26 AM;

3:56 AM;

No point looking back in time
when u know that unhappy memories will haunt u
I have come to a stage where I don't care what other say about my past
in which some are not true.
Like I've realised that whatever I've done is part of growing up..
Everyone makes mistakes..
It just depends whether or not LOTS of people know
or NO one knows
and how people BOTHER to talk about it or choose to ignore it


I really hate it when people talk about the past
when they know it'll bring up hatred or hurtful memories for the other party..
Why even bother?
Like I don't care who backstabbed me in the past or whatever,
i don't hate anyone.
I swear...
NO hate for NO one..


Let's do this...

3:18 AM;

Dear cousin~~

Grocery Shopping !

BUbbLe BubBle TiEh

What A Beautiful Scene From The Library

With Baby Crystal(:

1:59 AM;

An ex boyfriend I will never forget..
Even after 2 years.. I think of him..
I think of all the happy memories we had together..
we didn't fight and quarell at all..
he made me feel so special and i really treasure the times we spent together..
He was once very important to me..
Now, seeing him with another girl made me can't help me cry..
and I blame myself for letting go..
One of my biggest regret in life is giving up on our relationship..
but we know we'll not make it together cos he had to leave for england..
furthermore, we're from different cultures and country..
so like in future, it's not going to happen..
oh well, I really want to wish him happiness..
he once said we'll still talk and be friends after we break up
but we never talked again since he left the country..
I should move on..
I am trying..
but I really wanna be his friend..
cos I care about him.. in fact, a lot):


I even wrote him a song today..


Please please pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..
talk to me sooon

1:16 AM;

OK.. tons of VERY VERY LAME VIDS taken after our biochemistry at night..
DONT KILL ME):
Home

Singing Sometimes in Singlish

Bet you've never seen this side of me

SINGAPORE SIGNATURE-.-

Hot and cold

ENough of the lame shyts...
hear me play very very simple piece freestyle..
and las singing(:

and teardrops on my guitar


LOL PEOPLE. I HAD FUN!!!!!!!!

12:14 AM;

Sometimes..
I feel that there's isn't enough time to..
-to enjoy life..
-to try out different relationships with different people..
-to study for exams..
-to do assignments..
-to cook nice meals..
-to spend time with loved ones..
-to play piano..
-to dress up..
-to go shopping..
-to watch youtube..
-to blog..
-to take shower..
-to meet new people..
-to read story books..
-to watch new movies..
-to go food hunting..
-to surf the net..
-to talk on msn..
-to do everythinggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg..
If only a day had 25 hours,
that'll make 9125 hours a year instead of8760.


If I had an hour extra a day,
I would sleep for that hour..
I would take time to cook my self a nice meal..
I would take time to watch some videos to release some stress.
I would take time to call my parents and chat with them on the phone..
I would play the piano..
I would be able to do so many more thingsssssssssss


IF ONLY A DAY HAD 25HOURS

4:13 AM;

12:39 AM;

I just found out that this year(2009) U of T is Top 9 in the world for science programme.
OMG is that why I got raped so many times?
oh well... There's always a price to pay right?


I MISS MOMMYYYYYYYY
):
mommy mommyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
LOL
KILL ME. I'm GETTING SO FAT

8:57 PM;

Last night was a very very emotional yet i think we all got to bond even more
oh well, she drank so much and cried for hours..
As ''sisters'', me and my cousin couldn't help but to cry with her..
to see her in pain.. hurts me so much too..
we cried till our eyes were swollen today);


Sigh..
this reminded of me and my ex.
OKAY i shouldn't think anymore
cos the more i think the more i'm not going to be ok..
and the next one who will be drinking a lot is me..


It's easy to fall in love,
hard to fall out of it..


I'm going to be very very careful with choosing my next bf
but i really think.. this time..
i can make it pass 1 year..
well at least 6 months.. without a bf..


or maybe 2 years?
FCUKKKKKKK.
It's so hardddddddddd to like someone again..
if u've been so hurt before..
jia you~
(:

Randomnesss

11:33 PM;

4:45 PM;

today is quite f-ed up.
quite but not quite.
so i woke up late but i had an assignment due at the beginning of class if not 50% will be deducted.
but my class was 2 hours away from home.
so... I jumped out of bed when my friend called me to tell me he was waiting at the bus stop for me.
i put on my cap and rushed to school.
upon reaching my school, i was damn mang zhang cos i worked so hard for the assignment and i swear if i got a 50% for it.. i would cry
anyway, so i handed it in to my prof when class ended.
but apparently, he told me what happened in class today..
there were 60 students hogging our classroom and class couldn't start till 30 pass the time..
the prof told me,'' it's a good thing u didn't come to class in a good way."
LOL...
he's such a nice guy..


lassie and i were chilling with sheg and aggy
after getting her wii setted up
(:
yeay
wiiiiiiiiiiiii
hehehhehe
i love las(;
she's such a nice person to hang out with(:


monday night is hot pot night~
let's party HARDCORE
LOL

3:22 AM;