Motivation is what gets you started. Habbit is what keeps you going til you reach your goal

{Monday, September 29, 2008}

OMG.. today is SUPER COLD):
i think i'm going to wear like it's winter tmr

LOL!

hung out with chongeu1 today

studied at robarts

chongeu1 jin cha nab ba):

kkkkkkkkk

korean rocks

LOL

OMG.

i hate my colored contacts):

makes my eyes SO uncomfortable and dry-.-

anyway, went to meet joo whee.

took a short nap..

ahha

cos i was too tired to go home

LOL

jal ja!

I've decided to take up korean next sem or maybe during summer

11:29 PM;

{Sunday, September 28, 2008}

When I came home today,

I was SUPER shocked-.-

I saw a very familiar bag in my room...

and IS MY FOOD BAG!

I mean...

Juan brought food for me..

and I thought he forgot to give it to me..

LOL

but...

when i came back and saw the bag today..

I'm like...

''NO WAYYYYYYYYYYYYY....."

AHHHHHHHHHHHH juan

Thanks..

I really don't know how he was able to get into my room..

maybe he like climbed in my window or threatened my landlord to opent the door for him..

but..

OMGGGGGGGGGG

LOL..

THANKSSSSSS

in the bag, there was a teddy bear too

TIERNO!

Furthermore, he went to mexico on saturday morning..

Hmmm...

YOU GOT ME THIS TIME WHO WON!

GLASIAS

10:03 PM;

{Saturday, September 27, 2008}

Didn't know that there was a place in ontario
SO NEAR YET SO FAR from the busy city, Toronto.
It's 10 mins boat ride from our harborfront
but once you get there,
you feel that you're somewhere so far away
with the cold breeze in a beautiful beautiful island
PLUS your best friends
=
I FEEL "HOME"
okay.. so here are the pics(:

At the harborfront
Lamest ad i've ever seen-.-

Had a quick bite

SO ROMANTICCCCCCCCC

Sunglasses rock!

Piggyback fight
B Vs. G

all ready!

FIGHT!

On the boat

Crystal and jacky li were so sweet
they were hugging the bow
then I commented,'' So sweeeet.. I also want!"
Candy replied,'' You want then go hug them lah!"
And up we played rock paper scissors to decide who goes and hug them
TADAAAAAH
CANDY hugging them

OMG.
Toronto is SO SO SO PRETTY
(I took it from the boat i was in)

Beatiful greeneries xD
Candy being evil chasing the goose

Bridget (being very brave) taking close up pics with the ducks

SO CUTE!!!
but SO EXPENSIVE-.-
40$ for deposit and $29/hour

SO... we rented single bicycles instead

Candy fell while cycling
but laughed her ass off
HAHHAHHAA

SWING!!!

haven't been on a swing for SUCH A LONG TIME

Oh canada

@ the coast

LOVES!

Friends are forever

Punks

MANLY men

The couples(only one couple is PASSIONATE)

Here comes the drama
Love is in the air!

Cousins

Kung Fu Pandaaaaaa

So tired after all that cycling

Friends forever(;

Money is all we see
LOL!

LONG LIVE KOREANS(:

Had Dumplings for dinner(:

VERY VERY HAPPY TODAY(:

8:58 AM;

{Thursday, September 25, 2008}

I'M REALLY PISSED OFF TODAY

My bill for 2 days is CAN$94.75

T.T

Phoned rogers up

and they made me wait for 2 hours just to talk to a representative

wth.

I waited-.-

FREAK ROGERS.

I think my bill for this month's going to explode for sure

BECAUSE...

I talked to people in singapore for HOURS-.-

I thought that i had free outgoing calls

but

i dont know how the heck my plan changed by itself

SOOOOOOOO ANNOYING

I HATE PHONE BILLS-.-

last time it costed me 600$

now what?!

SHIBALLOMA

12:19 AM;

{Wednesday, September 24, 2008}

Welcome to Toronto, Yilin and Ah yi
(:
My aunt and cousin came to visit!!!

Went to ''SALAD KING" (which doesn't sell salad) for dinner
it was a thai restaurant
while waiting

Damn hungry...
EAT AH!!!!

tomyum soup

seafood fried rice

green thai curry

squid

siam fried rice

9:32 PM;

{Tuesday, September 23, 2008}

Biochem

when i saw this slide, i was like..

wtf..

ar. fcuk. lama

-.-

LOL lah

5:23 PM;

{Monday, September 22, 2008}

I HATE MY HAIR

I REGRET CUTTING MY HAIR/BANGS

I SWEAR THAT BAD HAIR DAYS(WEEKS NOW ALMOST A MONTH) ARE ANNOYING ME

AND ARE PAIN IN THE ARSE

I SO WANNA EXTEND MY BANGS

SCREW MY UGLY HAIRRRRR

& frigging math problem set

Fine.

burQq vs her love( math )

i lost.

math is raping me

11:32 PM;

{Sunday, September 21, 2008}

Overseas Singapore Union organized an event @ Hilton Hotel

and this is the 1st time I've seen SO MANY singaporens in Toronto

Camwhored

OMg.. FREE TAMPONS!

LOL.. damn cool lah!

Aye.. compared to olivia, I'm like super DARK

THE.RETARDS

AHHA..

BEER ROCKS

Cousins(;

Same-era

Hey. the food SUCKS

me and oli

ROomated( I'm da guestroom-mate)hahaha

3:39 PM;

{Friday, September 19, 2008}

UTM @ Missauga

Went over to Juan's place on friday

Juan's a GENIUS i swear

because of him..
I had free bus rides(:

around 3 am,

we were super tired and BORED.

so we decided to take pictures~.~

Party like rock

party like a rockstar

I love his poster lah

ahhahaa

Un-locking the fridge(:

Back from the future

LOL

Juan was destroying his whole house

Body-less me

time to sleep(:

Airbed

So so so sunny out!

2:17 PM;

{Wednesday, September 17, 2008}

Biochem lecture
my TA's last name is.....
SIAN!

Sian Patterson

but she pronounces it as shan

i'm like WTF-.-

how the hell it is shan
LOL

Had math class with crystal(jacky lee was there too)
Had frozen yog!
Damn cool!

damn huge

introducing the

''CARTWHEEL"

Twist

Choco fudge sundae

Had korean..

Since I came to canada, I've been having bad hair weeks-.-

MAN> I HATE MY BANGS-.-

Jeans with heels(:

10:09 PM;

{Tuesday, September 16, 2008}

These few days.. I think I'm feeling some pressure already

Woke up at 3.05AM with this " Shit! What time is it?" mood

Like what the heck!-.-

Went back to sleep..

Woke up at 4.20AM

Still WTH..

then 5.50AM again-.-

Subconciously, I'm like " I have to go to class.. I can't be late for class....."

but class only starts at 9AM

so YA

T.T

This morning, I woke up at 2AM(slept at 1)

went back to sleep

woke up at 5AM

couldn't get to sleep

so I decided to make breakfast and continue watching my movie

After half & hour,

feeling full and semi-sleepy

I fell asleep-.-

Right after eating

OMG):

Was late for class at 9AM

...

Came back from a whole day of school

Nonstop without breaks):

Had a VERY VERY EXTREMELY full lunch

with Half tub of Hagen Daas Icecream I bought yesterday

a huge bowl of noodles

1 Banana

Peanut butter

2Sausages

500ml soyabean milk

watched a movie.

*BOOOOOOM*

I fell asleep AGAIN

So I've been eating sleeping eating sleeping-.-

I should change my lifestyle soon!

soon

soon-.-

Oh ya.. and why have I been watching movies all the time?

Because:

1. I want to reward myself for going to class

2. In Singapore, I've been doing nothing just slacking around watching movies

(So I kinda got used to it)

3. Super boring(If I dont do anything, I'll starting looking for food)

4. Watch movies to make myself emo.(hahhahah.. I sound sick but ya)

I just feel like emo-ing these few days

Be it for my aunt or for my ex boyfriend

5. I only watch korean, so I can improve in Korean(:

9:34 PM;

{Monday, September 15, 2008}

I'm really feeling lighthearted today(:

I've completed my to-do list!!

Everything Gao Dim Sai^^

It is reaallyy chilly out

OMG. Saw this poster of Marilyn M.
I think peggy will love it..
hmm... DAMN NICE.. if you look closely, they're all words!!
SPLENDID!

went to honest eds and at the cashier,
I saw this
Damn cute
hahahahah
''FREE HOLIDAY FOR SHOPLIFTERS"

Anyway, Halloween is comingggggggg

A whole section of treats(:

Met up with Olivia
For korean food(:

Dammit. I ordered a bowl of maggi mee againnnnnn
DAMN...
Ordered wrongly
Always like that ):
SO SAD PLEASEEEEEEE

Her Bibimbab

She was super enthu about showing me some nice food

Nice & warm sun (:
Beautiful and blue sky

10:47 PM;

{Sunday, September 14, 2008}

New place(:
SUPER UPER messy but...
Is only going to be for 6weeks
when I move up to the 2nd storey then i'll pack my stuff
now i'll just be living on boxes):

pink pink!

Bought HUGE nectarines(;

Look at how much food I bought in case I get hungry
hahahahhaha
Imma-glutton

I bought 4 of these mirrors but temporary no place to put-.-

Anyway, met jacky lee, crystal and candy for dinner

WAH SEH

eat until can die sia!

Super alot can-.-

LOL!

but damn damn damn nice(:

Today kinda rock and sucks at the same time

it rocks cos....

I really like my place although it's small and messy

it sucks cos....

it's raining

AND

I procrastinated-.-

4:18 PM;

{Saturday, September 13, 2008}

Went out with the K guys again(:
KOREAN ROCKASS!
weet~~
SUKKKKkkk

like his shirt man!

A blind man's HUGE dog

Blowjob
-If you ever ask for a blow job this is how I'm going to do it for you

cos your's is so damn small

pukeass

hahahhaha... hope it did turn you ''on''

HAHAHHAHA

-.-

i'm so damn bored mann

amitaba(:

may peace be with you

4:18 AM;

{Friday, September 12, 2008}

Today!

Yeay! got my 1st ipod nano(:

rockass

moved my stuff today(:

gao dim sai!

but hoh.. the mover which i called is like.. er

cos.. i was sooo tired.. i didn't want to help to move anything

anyway, i paid him to move my stuff what-.-

so i just sat in front of my lappy..

chatting on msn bla bla bla

when everything was done, he was like..

you have to pay me extra..

and i asked him why

he replied,'' cos.. u didn't help me to move"

in my head i was like..

WHAT THE FCUKKKK loh

-.-

I PAID HIM TO MOVE MY STUFF okk

anyway, i just gave him 15 bucks extra-.-

fcuk sia

Met juan(pronounced as who won)(:
AHH.. I miss him man... Haven't seen him in such a long time!!

who won? who won???
LALLALA
my papaya milk green tea(:

HAHHAH(:
yeay.. jo whee rockass man
here come the fugly pics

The K guys were shopping

On our way for dinner

SUKKKKKKKK(:

miss him too mannnnnnn
wah.. was damn hungry loh

went to sing korean k after dinner(:
damn cool loh their room
glow in the dark one can

REALLY REALLY ENJOYED MY DAY(:

KOREAN ROCKASS!

11/sept

sheppard & leslie subway station

damn nice lah...

all handwritten by different people

hahahha

Zaea & Naqia

Had korean food!!

this is what i mean by korean food(:

10 side dishes!!

seafood pancake

some soup LOL

YUMMY

4:18 AM;

{Thursday, September 11, 2008}

True enough..

She didn't make it.

And it was an hour after I blogged.

Here, I have to bid farewell to her

Life's so short and you'll never know when time's up

When it's time, there's

no turning back

no last chance

no extra min

no extra breath

no words after your last

We don't know where your soul is

you maybe watching over us

but... it is going to be long?

Catherine(my cousin, aged 22)

doesn't have a good relationship with her dad

and her closest is her mom

They both live in Greece, Europe

being away from singapore..

having not many friends...

It's very hard for her...

I understand how she feels because I now, feel the same

She once told me that her mom was her best friend.

and now... ...

she has lost her only kin, best friend, mother.

I seriously can't imagine myself without a mom

I'll prolly dieee

Cry. Cried. Crying.

but will these help her come alive?

no.. .. ..

I miss her..

I really do..

They day before I left,

I paid her a visit

all I did..

was hugged her tightly and cried

She hugged me back(not crying)

but telling me strongly,'' Everyone has to go.."

told me to be filial.. to study hard and make my mom proud..

When i was about to leave...

I said,'' bye bye ah yi... see you...''

and a paused...

''again.. ok?"

She just smiled

the last sentence she told me was,

"I dont know.. if I recover, when you come back, we'll celebrate.. if not..

bye bye"

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

damn sad);

I dont know how my mom and cat's going to take this blow):

even I can't take it..):

Look her happy she was..

On her last birthday):

which we celebrated for her

the 4 sisters

7 siblings

7:03 PM;

{Wednesday, September 10, 2008}

OMG

My heart is broken..

once again

T.T

Everyone in Singapore are at the hospital right now

Because my aunt has admitted hospital

And...

my bro just called saying that she might not be able to make it today

Both her husband and daughter is there too(they flew here from greece)

I'm just worried for my cousin..

she's the only child...

and her mom's leaving her all alone

further more, she isn't close to her dad

I just feel sorry

I called her just now,

she's concious and stuff

but she's very very weak

I'm praying for her

I hope she lets go

slowly..

...

I love you ah yi

4:18 PM;

{Monday, September 8, 2008}

Anyway, guess who I saw today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
JASONNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
OMG OMG OMGGGGG
I miss him like CRAZY cannnnnnnnnnnn
):
Met my Korean girlfriend tooo!
NABI NABI!(kitten in korean)
we went to eaton center during lunch break
They renovated the museum subway!(:
SO PRETTY!

Had Chinese's today(so much RICE)

This is the place I'm going to live in

Just 15 mins bus ride to school!
Basement for 1 month and moving upstairs when the other person moves out(:

1st floor

Double rainbowwwwwwww
not very clear):

Hey Mac's here isn't cheap at all
is CAN$8 for a meal-.-
is SGD11.
1 meal..
1 MEAL!-.-
omg cannnnnnn
but i cheapo abit
I ate double cheeseburger(:
hehehehe
i likeeeeeeeee

Dropped by New and met Lassie and Nurah

saw Ching and monica too
Met Joo Whee yesterday(:
Had bubble tea together
we met up and did NOTHING
hahaha
Slackersssss

anyway, there's a rabbit living with us now
SO CUTE! without legs

4:18 PM;

I've received the pics taken at the airport when I was leaving
Shane and ben helping me out with my bulky luaggages

Me carrying bao

bao carrying me

When I received her present

4 friends 4 6years and still counting!

Our good bye kiss(Preparing)

I miss the hugs and kisses

Us together(:

BENNNNNNNNNnnn-.-

started the 1st day of class

BORING

SO TIRED NOW..

blog tomorrow

4:18 PM;

{Sunday, September 7, 2008}

Went to Ikea for furniture shopping and CHEAP BREAKFAST!
This whole breakfast cost me CAN$2.
The milk costs a dollar and the other's another dollar(:

anyway, I'm retardedly boreddddddd

Camwhoreeeeee

bymyself):

NO MORE XINYI AND BAOLINGGG

super high forehead

Moustache-xtensions

UNIBROW(:

eyebrow-extensions

LOL

Do you agree that hair plays a VERY important role in a person's appearance?

I spent like an hour shitting today):

My tummy hurt like TUMMY

LOL

I HOPEEEEEEEE I get that place I saw today(:

School starts tmr and I haven't found a place to live

PS: I didn't go down to that apartment I posted yesterday

4:18 PM;

{Saturday, September 6, 2008}

Went House hunting with Candy, Crystal, Gilbee and BG.

Damn STUPID loh...
I saw this beautifully renovated place
super brand new...
Like a perfect condo

Nice loh..

Automatic doors and everything

I rushed in.. and asked if there were any rooms vacant
and guess what?

The person asked me if i wanted to see the residence-.-
It was a nursing home...
-.-
I DIED.....

...
..
.

of
laughter
hahahhahahaha

and this pic was taken by this white guy
who said," ready?"
we were like," ya"
he said," BAMM!"
and snapped this pic of us-.-
WAHAHAHHAHHA
DAMN FUNNY LAHHHHH
btw, I wanted a pic with them but got scolded from candy...
cos i kept such a huge distance from them..
didn't even notice):

1st time hearing someone taking a picture with this kind of countdown
ahahahhahaha
then I sibei pek chek.. Whole day abit sian

cos I can't find a place yet

but when I came home...

Looking for houses online

I came across this ''perfect'' placeeeeee

DAMN NICE

BUT

it's a one bedroom one hall apartment

and the landlord will be taking the hall

and he's like...

DAMNNNN

lol

here's the bedroom

he's going to take the hall

DAMN NICE CANNN

I WANT I WANT I WANT

Going down to view the place tmr.

But tell me what do you think about this ''living with a stranger'' idea

Your comments will be much appreciated

4:18 AM;

Ok.. It's 457AM here

I'm bored to deathhhhhhhh

I actually miss my working life at sf.

the staffs Cairong, eqa, mas, jo, grace,huan li, rose

such nice people to hang out withhhh

I miss cairong like crazy lahhhhhhhhhh

didn't get to meet her before I left):

arghhhhhh

u people add me on msn please

4:18 AM;

{Friday, September 5, 2008}

Have arrived the Minneapolis airport

Sitting all by myself at some resting corner..

It’s 2.08 pm right now
I’m already starting to miss my friends in Singapore):
On the plane, when I read the cards/ letters my darlings gave me,
I cried like an idiot-.-
Hahahhaha

From xinyi..

Candles and a deck of cards(with our pictures printed on it)

From baoling

A pillow, a card, a letter and a sunflower!

but didn't manage to bring the sunflower with me):

SO SORRY BAO

my mommy will be looking after it for me..

btw, US dont allow any plants ehhhh

luckily I didn't bring it with me

otherwise ah...

sure kana buang-.-

your pillow was useful(:

thanks

From Linkkie

GUMMY BEARRRRRRS!

yeay.. I love all of themmm

But luckily no one was sitting beside me(:
I’m those kind of person most people hate
Reason: I die die also must sit by the window
But my bladder is like SUPER small
So I have to visit the washroom SUPER frequently
I’m kinda excited about my new “home”
I’ve to look for one real soon!!!!!
(:
I’m excited about school too
LOL-.-
But I think I’ll regret looking forward for starting school
It’s so sunny out-.-
Powerful rays of the sun are shining directly into my eyes
I wonder if Toronto will be the same
I wish summer could last forever

Shaunnie, his friend, xinyi and linkkie came to my place last night
They have work/army today so they can’t send me off at the airport
But still, we spent the last few hours together(;

Baoling, Jing Wen, Xin Yi, Shane and Ben sent me off(:
But damn “kan chiong” lahhhhhhh
When we reached the airport and after repacking my luggage due to my overweight baggage, I only left half an hour or so with them

I miss mommy daddy my bro and my maiddddddddddT.T
SO MUCHHHHHH
I’m starting to wonder if everything will still be the same when I come back next next year…
I hope we still keep in touch and everything
So little time yet so much to do):
Siannnnnnnnn

4:18 PM;

{Thursday, September 4, 2008}

Leaving with a SUPER broken heart
Feeling very empty now
Actually I'm like damn sad today
Couldn't even finish drinking my whole cup of bbt nor finish half my favourite peanut butter & blueberry waffle):
Like damn damn emo..
I feel that I can't bear to leave singapore yet
I haven't done so many things with my friends
I didn't spend much time with my parents, bro and my maid
Furthermore, I'm only bought a one way ticket this time round
Cos I'll be going to US for vacation next summer
So I dont know when I'll be back);
I'm crying all by myself
alone at home for the whole day already

btw people,
add me on msn
burqq-byherself@live.com

my both accounts clyliying7@hotmail.com and burqq-byherself@hotmail.com got hacked-.-

Take note people.. My dad almost got conned-.-

This asshole sent me an email saying that hotmail's closing down accounts dued to congestion.

and asked me to reply with my username

password

date of birth

country

and i did-.-

the next moment I know is my dad received this mail from '' me''

but smart enough, he called me before sending any money

THANK GOD

I've already made a police report about this asshole

How dumb凸

From: -LiYiNg LiYiNg- [mailto:clyliying7@hotmail.com] Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2008 12:51 PMSubject: PLEASE HELP ME URGENTLY‏‏‏‏‏

I am in hurry writing you this short message and I am sorry I didn't inform you about my traveling. I traveled to Malaysia and i got my self stranded. I am really stranded in Malaysia because I forgot my little bag in the Taxi where my money, passport, documents, cell phone which i have all my contacts and other valuable things were kept on my way to the Hotel am staying, I am facing a hard time here because i have no money on me. I am now owning a hotel bill of $1,200 and they wanted me to pay the bill soon else they will have to hand me over to the Hotel Management, I need this help from you urgently to help me back home, I need you to help me with the hotel bill and i will also need $2,000 to feed and help myself back home. So please can you help me with a sum of $3,200 USD to sort out my problems here. I am sending you this email from the city Library, I will appreciate what so ever you can afford to send me for now and I promise to pay back your money as soon as i return home. So please use the details of one of the hotel managers below to transfer the money to me through Western Union money transfer because that is the only way i could be able to get it fast and leave since he has a valid ID to pick up the money for me from the western union. This is the detail below....

Name: Adam Sanchez

Address: 24B Jalan Loke Yew, Bandar Melaka, Malaysia

Text Question: To whom
Answer: Liying
After you have send the money, email to me the western union money transfer control number or you can attach and forward to me the western union money transfer receipt so that i can pick up the money fast and leave. Right now, i dont have any acess to phone communications because the phone in my hotel room had been disconnected due to too much bills imposed on me, i only have acess to the computer at the library where am sending you this email right now. Hope to hear from you soon. The embassy here has already promised to give me a covering traveling papers that i will need to have my way back home, all i need right now is the money to settle up the bills and leave. Thanks and get back to me soon. Sincerely,
burQq
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4:18 AM;

{Wednesday, September 3, 2008}

Met darling (: