Motivation is what gets you started. Habbit is what keeps you going til you reach your goal

{Tuesday, December 30, 2008}

Went back to windsor for MAPO TOFU!!!
and went to point pilley again
after such a LONG drive, the guys needed to pee..
so.. haha... caught them on camera!

Look at the frozen sea. SO PRETTY

me and suk standing hand in hand watching the scenary

almost 3 months together.

almost

6:13 PM;

{Sunday, December 28, 2008}

On our way to airport

at newyork airport

on our way to statue of liberty

brooklyn bridge

haha

sleeping in the ferry

At times square

We love newyork(not)

5th avenue

super crowded

Central park

soho(night market)

china town

dunkin donuts!

LOL. me being lame.

xmas night @:
Rockfeller(Top of the rock)

SO PRETTY AT NIGHT

empire building

xmas dinner @ TGI fridays

mac and cheese

yummy potato skin with cheese and bacon

steak burger

randoms

breakdancers performing in the subway

only his left eye was tired

it made my laugh so hard

on our way for a late night bubble tea in china town

super dirty subway

RAIN

clouds

new york pharmacy

crazy parking rates near our hotel

after walking so much

In general, I think NY is good for visiting for like 2 days MAX

we got ''bored'' of the place after the 2nd day

we lived at the hotel so near times square

it was ''boring'' to see the same lightings everyday-.-

and NO New York isn't ANYTHING like the movies

it is SO DIRTY

and people don't dress up AT ALL

like even on xmas night

youngsters wear dressed warmly (due to the cold weather)

but in Toronto even when it's cold

people still wear nice boots, leggings and coats

at least suk was with me

12:46 AM;

{Monday, December 22, 2008}

Getting ready for new york!

cannot close wallet.LOL

places to go (central park map)

This is the room we're going to stay..

nice right.. LOL

just webcammed with ah neoooo
hahahah

miss her so much.. and bao

kiss kiss

our fugly faces

BYE AND HAVE FUN IN TAIWAN DEARRR

Advance greetings ~~

MERRY XMAS TO EVERYONE READING MY BLOG(:

since I assume that I wont be blogging in New york

PS:i kinda found most of my long lost friends and I'm really happy!

9:31 PM;

i'm going to new york tmrrrrrrrr

AHHHHHHHHHHh

i'm SOOOOOOOOOOOOoo excited

period

12:52 AM;

{Saturday, December 20, 2008}

so freaking cold

there was a snow storm yesterday( -11degree celcius)

we couldn't even leave the house..

it was horribly cold and there was a hell lot of snow.

it was like impossible to drive..

the chairs in suk's balcony got blown to the corner.

as well as one of his slippers

2 meals

i'm sorry if i keep posting meals that i eat

LOL

5:52 PM;

{Wednesday, December 17, 2008}

we just had a serious talk
like.. cos we think ''quite'' differently about r/s
he told me what he thought about certain things and i did the same too
but like.. i realise that we have some things SO in common that seems to make things worse
LOL
but now we're fine..
i'm glad he told me stuffs

well, best friend also boyfriend!

f

drew this when i was bored LOL

beautiful view from 13th storey

it's like FREEZING today.

-7degrees omg wth

i posted this b4 but this is the enlarged version

i wrote like i dunno how many i love you on it

cos... u know... it's true

1:13 AM;

{Monday, December 15, 2008}

我总是不明白

为什么说不出来

没办法生气，吃醋

但我却没考虑到他的感受

他也是人

我怎么可以以为他不会吃醋呢

我真笨

可是我为了他，没和男生说话

不够吗？我也不知道

而且我又来M

心情很差

肚子又很痛，站都站不起来

他不在我身边

又不接电话

弄得我不知所措

对不起啦，是我不对

原谅我

我真笨

8:56 AM;

{Sunday, December 14, 2008}

A LOT OF FOOD TO MAKE U PEOPLE HUNGRY
*Wonton mee! i made it even the barbeque meat! muahhaha
* phadthai

english breakfast

*yummy pork
*teriyaki beef
*egg drop soup

*alfredo pasta with thick garlic toast

* shrimp fried rice

* beef with mushroom

* spicy fries

ate out..

*beef rice noodle soup

*fried squid

phadthai

okay.. i fcuked up once trying to make ''horfun''

and i got so pissed off with myself that day.

LOL!

i'm going to learn to make more food this xmas break(:

thank you baby for eating my food.

muahahhaha

while he was studying, i made him take retard picss

MUAHAHHA

11:03 AM;

{Thursday, December 11, 2008}

I'm am searching for my long lost friends/aquintances..

Like I used to have at least 100people online on my msn list..

now.. the most i see is 30+.

it's sad how we all have our own lives and talking to each other is just awkward
I remember what baobao said when we were graduating from secondary school..

she said,'' I wonder how will we be after 5 years?"

our group of 7 becamewhat 4? 3?i don't know..ok..

my first group of close friends was 2 square which consisted of me, xinyi,huayan,wenqibut somehow we distanced from wenqi..

): we used to be so close

5left

huayan and I were schoool/classmates since kindergarden at PAP.

then we went to the same primary school(pcps)

then same secondary school(cbss)

we only got close once when we were sec 3.

then it got awkward to talk.

it's not that i dont like her or anything.

it's just that we dont really have anything to talk about:S

like every year during gathering, i'll call the 4 of them out.

but.. after so many times..

it just became 3... or 2...

REASON: they have their own lives now

i can't blame them

busy with school, busy with their own group of close friends..

sigh..

then 3

i wonder if it will be down to 1

then this is my group of band friendswe called ourselves GYM-guan ying ma

we used to eat after band prac and go out doing nothing

but it's so sad that i don't even talk to ANY one anymore):

i miss xiaobai although he's not xiao anymore

my ''cousin''

i miss chenghao..

but he's not longer in singapore..

and i no longer have his msn..

it's sad how we were SO CLOSE..

but now... sighhhh

i miss chengwen tooo

i miss sunglee..

celine..

they're my sax juniors and their smiles always cheer me up

i miss my cousins..

when we were young we used to play together..

but now.. everyone has their own lives..

we hardly talk anymore

all of us are in different parts of the world..

miss yangyang

how we used to study at mac's and eat and eat and eat

i miss peggy

how we met up every year..

just talking about anything..

i miss boonhong..

he sat beside me in class..

always made me laugh..

miss youquan

met up every year too although we live at ends of singapore

but now i dun even have his email / contact

miss janet

OMG.. we talk/bitch about guys ALL THE TIME

now, i only have her on face book but she's never on it..

i miss my classmates from 6G pcps.

yhih huua, annabella, anna..

but i'm close to NONE now.

and i dont even have any of their contacts.

I miss talking to joshua and shawn online..

sigh

i used to have all of their email adds.

but now,

sigh.. after my email acc got hacked in,

i lost all of them

the memories i had with them are still so clear

sighhhhh

if you're one of my long lost friend,

please at me or leave me your email

burqq-byherself@live.com

10:15 AM;

{Wednesday, December 10, 2008}

ok.. i have finished my exams..
but i have test in january and 2 assignments to hand in..
sad

btw, i chopped off my bangs..
boo and now it is so short):
taken on baby's birthday night

OMG i'm learning how to cook!
1st time in history
my daddy will be so proud of me...
muahhahaha
cos whenever i attempted to cook for the family
i either cut myself or burn the food
so.. LOL!!!!!

cooked these

*beef

*omelette

*and birthday soup(korean's tradition)

in singapore, like me and my friends..

during birthday, we can hit birthday boy/girl the amount of times the age they are.

but in korea, we can hit the birthday boy/girl UNLIMITED TIMES

yeayyyyyy... omg

i kept hitting him.. muahhahahahha..

only once a year...LALALAL~

*ham baked rice with mushroom alfredo sauce and cheese

*french toast

*italian sausage

*alfredo pasta

*korean soup

*sausage and egg

*beef

today's meal:

*fried hokkien noodles

*fried shrimp rice

*chicken

omg and i'm feeling super hungry right now):

boohooohoooooooo

5:56 PM;

{Sunday, December 7, 2008}

bio freaking test tmr!

and linear algebra final exam on tuesday..

so people i will be back blogging on tuesday (:

see yaaaaaaaa

PS: i'm really really happy together with suk

thank you for everything my love

6:21 PM;

{Saturday, December 6, 2008}

OK.. i know i haven't been updating much..

cos.... examination period ahhhhhh

ok... this was what i did for my boyfriend's birthday

i had to lie to him that i had quiz so i could only come at night..

but i went to hamilton.. walked 50 mins to his place cos there wasn't local transit to get there at such late hours( omg canada's transport system sucks)

i reached his apartment at 11pm

i was planning to wait till 12am

but guess what-.-

i saw him at the lobby..

he just came back from meeting his friends..

so everything was spoiled):

anyway,

I baked him a cake( with credits to jiaxin)

yummy?