what i've learnt thru experience
don't expect to get what u gave out.
eg. if u remembered their bdays, doesn't mean that they do too.
eg. if u paid for their meals, doesn't mean that they will too.
eg. if u gave them comfort when they needed u, doesn't mean that they'll be there when u need them.
eg. if u gave up something really important for them, doesn't mean that they'll do the same.
eg. if u defended them regardless of what people said, doesn't mean that they'll defend you.
eg. if u covered up their mistakes or lies, doesn't mean that they wont reveal your deepest secrets.
eg. if u gave them your lecture notes when they were absent from class, doesn't mean that they'll lend u theirs.
eg. if u gave them your gloves when their hands are frozen, doesn't mean that they will give u theirs.
being too nice isn't good.
not being good isn't nice.
CONTRADICTION.
i miss my real friends.
they'll never forget my bday.
we'll pay for each other and the cycle never stops just like our friendship.
they'll give me comfort like i did to them.
YOU sent me a text saying how u missed me and hated being half a day apart from me
well, let me tell u the samee thing.
me too.
whenever i log onto my msn, i dont see u and her,
i dun really want to use msn anymore.
she once told me that we're still in the same world.
yeah.
but.. the different times we eat and sleep actually makes a huge diff.
sigh!
i love you babes.
