i'm awake at this wee hour because
i got waken up by my horrible experience in bed
i heard footsteps or whatsoever noises coming from my balcony
(which only can be accessed from my room)
and upstairs.
but i'm on the top floor
wth-.-
then during my sleep, i felt this personlike figure lying on top of me
i could literaly feel the whole weight on me
then somehow, i got pushed by this force to the other side of my bed=.=
as in to the bottom..
i kept saying,''i'm sorry" to it
like 10 times
but it didn't move off.
then i started saying prayers
like after SUPERRRRRR long.
then i was able to move again-.-
i was so helpless.
i so wanted to find mommy
lie beside her
feel her warmth
and just cry
but...
i'm all alone here
):
so i called her
and we had a long talk for like 2 hours?
i feel so relieved.
thanks mommy
we started talking about random stuff.
when i say random stuff, = boys
LOL
mommy educated me about how i should approach boys
and my boyfriend
LOL
I LOVE MY MOMMY SO SO MUCH
thank you for always being there for me
i really appreciate it mom
thanks for bringing me into this world
thanks for giving me almost everything i want
thanks for working so hard to support this family
thanks for your advices
thanks for your patience
thanks for your praises
thank you
