As I was forcing myself to say those words, my heart literally bled.
It felt like i drowned myself..
My heart was dying, i was tearing, u kept sighing.
but we both keep hiding..
hiding our true selves from each other..
you said you don't know me anymore..
i dont know you too.
sometimes you're so nice..
at times, you weren't there for me..
it's like we're playing games with each other.
today you go missing
tmr I'm the one missing.
When I left your place,
i couldn't help but cry.
I HATE to appear strong and putting up a fake smile
when i'm very very very very very very weak.
I really hate to do this.
but I think this is what's best for both of us now.
maybe one day we'll thank each other for this decision.
Thank you for trying your best.
I SWEAR I've tried my best too.
Take care boo..
I lovED you with all my heart, I really did..
Chances we gave each other were spoilt again and again..
At least, we left peacefully
Thank you for these 10 months.
<3
PS: I've never flirt around or cheated on you when we were together
