BURNT (UP, DOWN, LEFT, RIGHT, FRONT, BACK)
I hafta start listening to advices and not think that I'm capable of doing lottas stuff anymore
People warned me not to take so many courses during summer cos it's so intensive.
I'm like yeah whatever I can do it.
well, I managed it pretty well the 1st half of the summer.
now I'm 3 weeks away from my final exams.
I'm panting, sweating, struggling to keep myself alive and kicking
having 3 hours of lab every week for 4 months isn't something pleasant
neither are assignments nor quizzes EVERY FCUKING WEEK.
Yesterday I tried to relax my brain and everything went ok.
but today when i tried to keep up to my schedule, I totally can't handle it.
I'm tearing apart.
Every minute I'm wasting here blogging could be spent on studying for my midterm. or doing my assignment or studying for my quiz and lab.
WHAT AM I DOING NOW?
AHHH.. I can only scream in my heart. cos if i really do it. i think i'll get kicked out by my landlord tmr.
Sigh..
from today, i have exactly 30 days before i head home.
I'm counting down every single day for this pain to end.
I HAVE TO THINK POSITIVE.
THINK POSITIVE.
THINK POSITIVE.
I've came so far. 3 more weeks isn't anything.
it isn't.
忍！
I need a get away
SERIOUSLY
