Do you ever think that working hard pays off?
Is it always true that it pays off?
Why is it that there are times when you work super hard but still not excel in something?
Something must be wrong..
Something but how should it be fixed?
No one is here to guide you, lead you on the right track..
Even if there is, different people do things differently and have different potential too..
Sigh.. Life is short..
Live it to the fullest..
I wish that someone would give me a second chance to do this again..
I'm so disappointed in myself..
Why am I in such a state which does no benefit to the society nor to my family nor myself?!
What the fcuk am I doing?
Why am i wasting my life away?
I'm just a waste of resource.
Fcuk this.
Fcuk my life.
FCUK.

I'm going to the States to visit my aunt and mom today.
Really hope she's fine.
She's such a nice person who loves to help people.
Why must she suffer in pain?
WHY?

Is life even fair?
Nothing is.
They say there must be downs in order for there to be ups.
But come to think about it.
What if my life is always down?

Sigh.
Screw this

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