I'm am searching for my long lost friends/aquintances..
Like I used to have at least 100people online on my msn list..
now.. the most i see is 30+.
it's sad how we all have our own lives and talking to each other is just awkward
I remember what baobao said when we were graduating from secondary school..
she said,'' I wonder how will we be after 5 years?"
our group of 7 becamewhat 4? 3?i don't know..ok..
my first group of close friends was 2 square which consisted of me, xinyi,huayan,wenqibut somehow we distanced from wenqi..
): we used to be so close
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huayan and I were schoool/classmates since kindergarden at PAP.
then we went to the same primary school(pcps)
then same secondary school(cbss)
we only got close once when we were sec 3.
then it got awkward to talk.
it's not that i dont like her or anything.
it's just that we dont really have anything to talk about:S
like every year during gathering, i'll call the 4 of them out.
but.. after so many times..
it just became 3... or 2...
REASON: they have their own lives now
i can't blame them
busy with school, busy with their own group of close friends..
sigh..
4
then 3
3
i wonder if it will be down to 1
then this is my group of band friendswe called ourselves GYM-guan ying ma
we used to eat after band prac and go out doing nothing
but it's so sad that i don't even talk to ANY one anymore):
i miss xiaobai although he's not xiao anymore
my ''cousin''
i miss chenghao..
but he's not longer in singapore..
and i no longer have his msn..
it's sad how we were SO CLOSE..
but now... sighhhh
i miss chengwen tooo
i miss sunglee..
celine..
they're my sax juniors and their smiles always cheer me up
i miss my cousins..
when we were young we used to play together..
but now.. everyone has their own lives..
we hardly talk anymore
all of us are in different parts of the world..
miss yangyang
how we used to study at mac's and eat and eat and eat
i miss peggy
how we met up every year..
just talking about anything..
i miss boonhong..
he sat beside me in class..
always made me laugh..
miss youquan
met up every year too although we live at ends of singapore
but now i dun even have his email / contact
miss janet
OMG.. we talk/bitch about guys ALL THE TIME
now, i only have her on face book but she's never on it..
i miss my classmates from 6G pcps.
yhih huua, annabella, anna..
but i'm close to NONE now.
and i dont even have any of their contacts.
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I miss talking to joshua and shawn online..
sigh
i used to have all of their email adds.
but now,
sigh.. after my email acc got hacked in,
i lost all of them
the memories i had with them are still so clear
sighhhhh
if you're one of my long lost friend,
please at me or leave me your email
