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{Friday, November 6, 2009}

DEATH
Thy fear death this very day..
In which thy will not live long..
Loved ones lose loved ones
loved ones losed by loved ones
how saddening...


Death has been on my mind since I was little..
I was taught to accept absence of things/people I loved..
I can't.. till now..
death is something so scary that no one till this very day is allowed to escape it..
I know it might not be a bad thing
but the FEAR of losing...
the FEAR of emptiness..
the FEAR of loneliness...
is in the back(at least) of everyone's mind


Be it you're the one going to die tmr,
or your loved ones leaving u tmr...
I know that either party is going to be so hurt
and suffer in pain for a decent amount of time..
well, for some this lasts a life time..


I'm putting in a lot of effort to be in touch with my loved ones..
I call them everyday..
sweettalk them..
just in case...
I might not be around you people in future..
I want you people to know that I'm afraid of losing you..
I want to treasure the love we have..
the time we can spend and will spend together in future..


I want to support you in everyway..
make you happy every single day..
I love you <3
may the best health be with you

burQq


9:06 PM;





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